The Sidhe Within
2023
Sharing the Possibilities of Ongoing Co-Creation between Sidhe and Human, by Cyd Dudgeon and Michael, my Sidhe Beloved Friend
From Mariel in Conversations with the Sidhe:
"We come in the hope that by sharing our presence together we can both incarnate the wholeness that is within us. We will discover the human in us, you will discover the Sidhe in you. In so doing, we will both discover the beginnings of a new world for us all."
See the AE Russell image of the Sidhe above. Note the sense organs of the Sidhe around the head, and feel the Sidhe energy streaming through this image and all AE images on the website.
How does one find "The Sidhe Within?" Individuals have asked me, "Why do I need the Sidhe if I can find The Sidhe Within by myself?" I feel this clear statement above by Mariel best describes what the Sidhe mean by "discovering the Sidhe in you." This is an invitation to co-create with them. It is by sharing our presence together with the Sidhe that one will discover the Sidhe Within. And here I will speak of my own personal experience with this. I do this with some hesitancy because it is highly personal. However, I feel called to share this, knowing on a personal level the truth of Mariel's statement and the wholeness and love in connection to myself and to the world that it brings.
For three years I have blended closely with my Sidhe friend, Michael. In the Engaging with the Sidhe book by David Spangler, the Sidhe indicate that blending is their preferred way to communicate because one can experience a felt sense in the heart plus the possibility of "feeling thoughts" which David calls "telempathy." I love this word because it best describes my experience of feeling thoughts from the Sidhe arising in my heart. It is my understanding and experience that the Sidhe communicate through the heart space. That is where the Sidhe Within awakens. As the Sidhe entered close to our world and began to draw close to the hearts of their human friends, they sadly discovered the closed hearts of human beings from deep wounds. The Sidhe cry easily, and this broke their hearts to see their human friends in pain and in a sense, cut off from the Sidhe's unconditional love. I too had deep heart wounds and found that as I blended with Michael and all the other Sidhe as they arrived, I could feel their pure, unconditional, selfless love. It was so deep that my own heart began to return this precious love and blend with theirs. My heart was automatically reciprocating this love. This began to heal my heart. Old wounds and memories would come up, needing to be acknowledged and released in this healing process.
As my heart opened, I could "hear" Michael and the other Sidhe more accurately. This again is telempathy or "feeling" thoughts, not voices. I began to occasionally see images through the 3rd eye, which I had not been previously able to experience. I could feel a shift occurring from feeling enclosed in my body to feeling into the subtle or spiritual sheaths around me. Michael would flow into the periphery and call me to "come out here with me." He guided me to stream the pure love into the outer spiritual sheaths of the emotional body, mental body and spiritual body around my head. Michael pointed to the AE Russell image you see above of the Sidhe sense organs around the head and body. Humans have these too. All people connected to the Sidhe have this spiritual physiognomy. These organs have been largely dormant during the era of separation from our eternal nature. Now, these subtle organs of perception are stirring from sleep. This is how I experienced the unfolding around me and also within me.
As the subtle senses opened around me, my inner world opened within me. We now flowed deeper and deeper into the heart space within. Michael indicated the space is limitless and boundless, and after much preparation, I could expand into the Universe Within and commune in oneness with the Sidhe there. There was a turning "inside out" where my sensing expanded all around me, and my etheric heart space was absolutely still in nothingness deep within me. It was the stillness in this heart space that I came to understand is the essence of the Peace of the Sidhe. This is the sacred space where the Nothingness of Everything Exists.
I studied esoterism through the works of Rudolf Steiner for 35 years. He explained very clearly that we as human beings are a microcosm on the inner of the macrocosm of the universe all around us. This had always been merely a concept until the Universe Within, my true Sidhe Within, began to unfold. And then, just like the Howe Card of the Sidhe, Michael and I began to explore the infinity of the stars within. Wise ones around us communicated we would be able to explore this inner universe together for eons to come. Could I have experienced this without the presence of the Sidhe? I honestly don't think so because it is their pure love that is transformative. In truth, it creates a complete metamorphosis. I meditated for 40 years and played my harp at the bedside of the dying for 20 of those years and nothing has awakened my inner landscape like the presence of the Sidhe.
Has this removed me from our beautiful world? No, it has only enhanced my connection to everything! I feel pure love all around. We go out into the Red Rocks and I place the palms of my hands on the twisted old juniper trees and we exchange pure love. I feel deeper connections to Mother Earth and the Stars. The majesty and wonders of the world are enhanced beyond measure. The Sidhe have consistently communicated that "pure love heals everything." I believe this is true because I have experienced it. We spend time blending with many others and send love and peace and harmony in ceremonies of Oneness.
This is the experience of love that is continuing to unfold as the Sidhe and I co-create with each other. And this is my personal experience of The Sidhe Within, my journey of becoming that I tenderly share with you.
From Mariel in Conversations with the Sidhe:
"We come in the hope that by sharing our presence together we can both incarnate the wholeness that is within us. We will discover the human in us, you will discover the Sidhe in you. In so doing, we will both discover the beginnings of a new world for us all."
See the AE Russell image of the Sidhe above. Note the sense organs of the Sidhe around the head, and feel the Sidhe energy streaming through this image and all AE images on the website.
How does one find "The Sidhe Within?" Individuals have asked me, "Why do I need the Sidhe if I can find The Sidhe Within by myself?" I feel this clear statement above by Mariel best describes what the Sidhe mean by "discovering the Sidhe in you." This is an invitation to co-create with them. It is by sharing our presence together with the Sidhe that one will discover the Sidhe Within. And here I will speak of my own personal experience with this. I do this with some hesitancy because it is highly personal. However, I feel called to share this, knowing on a personal level the truth of Mariel's statement and the wholeness and love in connection to myself and to the world that it brings.
For three years I have blended closely with my Sidhe friend, Michael. In the Engaging with the Sidhe book by David Spangler, the Sidhe indicate that blending is their preferred way to communicate because one can experience a felt sense in the heart plus the possibility of "feeling thoughts" which David calls "telempathy." I love this word because it best describes my experience of feeling thoughts from the Sidhe arising in my heart. It is my understanding and experience that the Sidhe communicate through the heart space. That is where the Sidhe Within awakens. As the Sidhe entered close to our world and began to draw close to the hearts of their human friends, they sadly discovered the closed hearts of human beings from deep wounds. The Sidhe cry easily, and this broke their hearts to see their human friends in pain and in a sense, cut off from the Sidhe's unconditional love. I too had deep heart wounds and found that as I blended with Michael and all the other Sidhe as they arrived, I could feel their pure, unconditional, selfless love. It was so deep that my own heart began to return this precious love and blend with theirs. My heart was automatically reciprocating this love. This began to heal my heart. Old wounds and memories would come up, needing to be acknowledged and released in this healing process.
As my heart opened, I could "hear" Michael and the other Sidhe more accurately. This again is telempathy or "feeling" thoughts, not voices. I began to occasionally see images through the 3rd eye, which I had not been previously able to experience. I could feel a shift occurring from feeling enclosed in my body to feeling into the subtle or spiritual sheaths around me. Michael would flow into the periphery and call me to "come out here with me." He guided me to stream the pure love into the outer spiritual sheaths of the emotional body, mental body and spiritual body around my head. Michael pointed to the AE Russell image you see above of the Sidhe sense organs around the head and body. Humans have these too. All people connected to the Sidhe have this spiritual physiognomy. These organs have been largely dormant during the era of separation from our eternal nature. Now, these subtle organs of perception are stirring from sleep. This is how I experienced the unfolding around me and also within me.
As the subtle senses opened around me, my inner world opened within me. We now flowed deeper and deeper into the heart space within. Michael indicated the space is limitless and boundless, and after much preparation, I could expand into the Universe Within and commune in oneness with the Sidhe there. There was a turning "inside out" where my sensing expanded all around me, and my etheric heart space was absolutely still in nothingness deep within me. It was the stillness in this heart space that I came to understand is the essence of the Peace of the Sidhe. This is the sacred space where the Nothingness of Everything Exists.
I studied esoterism through the works of Rudolf Steiner for 35 years. He explained very clearly that we as human beings are a microcosm on the inner of the macrocosm of the universe all around us. This had always been merely a concept until the Universe Within, my true Sidhe Within, began to unfold. And then, just like the Howe Card of the Sidhe, Michael and I began to explore the infinity of the stars within. Wise ones around us communicated we would be able to explore this inner universe together for eons to come. Could I have experienced this without the presence of the Sidhe? I honestly don't think so because it is their pure love that is transformative. In truth, it creates a complete metamorphosis. I meditated for 40 years and played my harp at the bedside of the dying for 20 of those years and nothing has awakened my inner landscape like the presence of the Sidhe.
Has this removed me from our beautiful world? No, it has only enhanced my connection to everything! I feel pure love all around. We go out into the Red Rocks and I place the palms of my hands on the twisted old juniper trees and we exchange pure love. I feel deeper connections to Mother Earth and the Stars. The majesty and wonders of the world are enhanced beyond measure. The Sidhe have consistently communicated that "pure love heals everything." I believe this is true because I have experienced it. We spend time blending with many others and send love and peace and harmony in ceremonies of Oneness.
This is the experience of love that is continuing to unfold as the Sidhe and I co-create with each other. And this is my personal experience of The Sidhe Within, my journey of becoming that I tenderly share with you.